Thursday, October 21, 2004
nightmare
after my first attempt on the test, i have been having negative thoughts about it. i dreamt that i parked my car behind a truck. as i did not pull up the emergency brake, the car rolled back and hit the truck.
i was so shocked that i woke up in horror. that was a very bad omen. maybe i should not drive at all. the nightmare really spooked me.
my next test is on friday, 5 nov at 11.15am. why can't the test be in the afternoon? at least i am more awake and relax. well, i may not be relax at all. i will probably be too tensed to do anything except thinking of failing the test.
if i fail again, i'm not sure whether i want to take the test again. it is too shameful and painful to go through the ordeal again.
i was so shocked that i woke up in horror. that was a very bad omen. maybe i should not drive at all. the nightmare really spooked me.
my next test is on friday, 5 nov at 11.15am. why can't the test be in the afternoon? at least i am more awake and relax. well, i may not be relax at all. i will probably be too tensed to do anything except thinking of failing the test.
if i fail again, i'm not sure whether i want to take the test again. it is too shameful and painful to go through the ordeal again.